I’ve always been the kind of girl to never fully commit. My mindset was that there was always something better so don’t commit to anything unless you won’t find anything better. Granted, I’m young, I’ve had a handful of relationships, but for as far back as I can remember, I’ve always been an inbetween-er.
“Can’t we be together without being together?” was my standard line. “Why does everyone need to know about our private life?”, and “Let’s just be casual” was working as excuses for each non-relationship I ever had. I was a human yo-yo. I’d say one thing and do another. As an in between-er I gave the full impression of a relationship without actually being in one. I was too scared to commit because I didn’t want to hurt anyone when I got bored and found something different (which ALWAYS happened).
I’d give gifts and accept them. Go…
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